I do not know where to begin. Oh hey, Assalamualaikum. It's been a very long yearss since I last posted in my blog. I have lots to tell but I do not know what to tell. So many things have been happening all those years.
I'm 24 years old this year. Will turn +1 on 5th of November. I started as a blogger 8 years ago. Now do the Math! 😂
I graduated last 2 years (December 2016) in Degree of TESL. Started working as a teacher since February last year (February 2017). As for now. I don't really know whether I enjoy this life or not. Haha hard to tell huh. The perks of working is that you earn your own money and can spend it whatever you want. People can't tell you what should you do with your money. You have the full control over your own. Who's gonna tell you? 😂 Your desire. Your desire to shop, to buy, to eat will be heightened at this level of age.
One thing I realised is that I need to have a realisation over what's in and out of my life. Not a little girl anymore although I wish I am right now. Hahaha. Well a girl will always be a girl at heart even though our physical change. Hihihi.
Oh ya, from these past years, many of my friends got married, engaged, having babies and so on. I witnessed my 3 best friends getting married and many others friends getting married as well. Friends and best friends ( I categorised them like that). I got to be bridesmaid for 2 times and such a tiring experience. Not a fan of crowd, me.
I guess signs of aging has catching me up 😂 hahaha. I'm not making myself pretty anymore when I go anywhere nor I have the feel to need be pretty for all occasions. I simply just use any kind of cream and powder with hint of lipbalm and done. 😂
Life as a teacher? Will try to tell you briefly. Pupils call me 'miss' 'teacher' just because I teach English. Lots of documentations, colleagues varieties, teachers workshop, course, online thingy, fill in this fill in that. Hectic. But my best friend right now is, sleeping; the excapade to this hectic world when I do not need to think about it.
Don't give up in life as long as you don't give up breathing for your life. People might think you are wrong, but all this life journey, only we know what's the best for us.
Monday, 22 October 2018
Tuesday, 25 June 2013
My Cambridge Placement Test.
Assalamualaikum wbt!
I forgot to tell you all. I have sat for my Cambridge Placement Test (CPT) last month (May). And I got grade 'C1'. Maybe you don't have any idea about the grade and possibly right now you think that C1 is the worse grade. Indeed they were grade from A1-C2. Actually, A1 is the lowest and worse of all. C2 is the highest. C1 is the second best so what? I got my second best grade over CPT. Not all can achieve that. So, I'm satisfied with the result (for the time being) HEHE.
Sunday, 30 December 2012
NIKAH, KAWEN, FAMILY~
Assalamualaikum wbt semuanyaaa~
Alhamdulillah kita suma dipertemukan gik dalam post aku nak terbaru tok. Petang tok boring gilak sebab yo maok tulis blog. Cuti ujong taun, nang banyak orang nikah. Sik terkecuali kakak aku juak. Kakak aku bernikah untuk kali yang keduak. Hmm, sebab perkahwinan pertama sik berjaya, maybe jodoh sik panjang kali. Jodoh itu rahsia Allah SWT =)
Bah, lepas yo nak, tinggal la aku ngan kakak aku nak sorang yo gik yang belom nikah. Maok tangga mukonya kaa? Boleh, nyo kat dibah tok:
Tokla kakak aku. Anak nombor 7 dalam family. Aku nombor 8. Adik laki nombor 9 HEHE kira aku bongsu pompuan la dalam family tok. Kan? Aku dah madah ngan kitak orang. Akak aku slim gik. Sikboh kitak orang madah bah, aku pun tauk aku besar gik dari nyo HAHA. Sian aku, sikpa lah, kakak juak. Sapo berminat dengan kakak, padah jak ngan aku k. Kelak aku interview kitak orang. Nitauk dapat abang ipar gik lakk. Oh lupak aku. Ado gik sorang abang ku nak belom nikah. Kelak-kelak la aku post gamba nya. Ehhhh! Aiee! Maok nangga juak ka? K la K la. Aku nyuroh kitak orang nangga tok k. Nya tok:
Naaa, tok abang ku nak maseh single. Eh, single ka bukan oo. Siktauk juak ku. Tapi yang pasti belom nikah laa. Laju gik kitak nikah bang oiii. Kamek tok maok nangga kakak ipar bah. Nyo tok Cikgu dekat Johor. Abang anak nombor 5 dalam family.
Dehh, berbalit gik dengan kisah kakak ku nikah tek. Kakak aku nikah 9/Disember/2012 tek. Nyo nikah dengan orang kampung tok juak. Sik la jaoh nak. Tang best jak nikah tangga ku eh! Raso siksaba juak nak nikah HAHA. Cettttt! Kurang asam, ilmu belom penoh di dada maok nikah juak HEHE. Angan-angan dolok bah. Bukan salah pun, ya ndak? Maok nangga sik akak aku tek? Jap aaa, do gamba nyo tuk:
HAHA kompius sik kitak orang? Aku ka akak aku yang nikah ariyo sebena ehh? HAHA dah kakak aku bersolek aa, nyo la nikah. Aku numpang begamba jak. Nak sipi-sipi sebelah aa, anak buah aku. Nang pengaco nombor 1. Macam samo jak saiz aku ngan akak ku oo. Mesti maok slim kit tuk. Sik boleh jadi eh. Akak tok anak nombor 4 dalam family. Nak dijadikan cerito, kakak aku nikah memang simple gilerrr-gilerrrr lah beb! Pagi Ahad 9/12/12, berzikir, majlis akad nikah terus makan-makan. Best juak camyo oo. Sik banyak kerenah bah maok nikah. Sik membazir, buang duit juak. Nang best la kejo rami-rami camtuk. Aku pun salu terbayang dirik mpun nikah HAHA. Maso akak ku nikah, aku nang berangan jakk. Aku numpang berinai juak malam yo HIHI >.<
Maso akad nikah, Bapak ado baca tentang "watikah penyerahan" ka oo mun sik silap ku. Sik tauk juak ku namo bendo yo tapi memang ado namo "penyerahan" laa. Dalam Bapak baco tek, Bapak nangis, aku tek, jadi photographer kat tepi yo pun sebak juak nenga Bapak. Kakak-kakak aku nak lain yang kat tepi yo pun samo juak merah-merah mato dah. So, wajar la nak, Bapak nangis, anak-anak pun nangis. Ingat senang ka nak menyerah anak pompuan dengan lelaki yang ngambik aleh tugas nyo lamak-lamak tuk? Tugas nyo mendidik & membesar anak pompuan nyo dari kecik sampe belaki. Maybe kinektuk aku belom meraso gik apo nak diraso oleh Mak & Bapak. Suatu saat kelak, pasti, InsyaAllah, moga dipermudahkan.
Makin besar, makin tauk la kito erti dunio nak. Dolok gik kecik, ni la tauk apo-apo. Maso kakak yang first na nikah, aku belom tauk ilak bah. Darjah 1 (Tahun 2000), kakak aku nak sulong nikah. Time yo aku ingatkan akak aku nak diambik oleh orang, yo la aku tek nangis. Benaaaaa ilak nangis sampe kembang-kembang mato. Dehh, sian nyo HEHE. Ingat juak aku maso yo, Mak nanyak ngan aku, kenak aku nangis. Aku madah, aku ngantok gilak HUHU =( Nak nangga muko kakak sulong aku? Tok eyy:
Tok la eyy, kakak sulong. Kinek dah ado anak 4 orang. 2 lelaki, 2 pompuan. Cun-cun jak oo. Laki nya, kejo Cikgu. Dehh, boleh kiro usahawan berjayo la nya duak laki-bini HEHE. Kakak sulong tok anak nombor 2 so, aku ado sorang abang sulong laa.
Haaa, nak tauk gik sigek cito lucu? Tok aku madah ngan kitak orang. Meh aku perkenalkan dolok kakak aku, anak nombor 6 dalam family. Tok eyyy:
Alkisahhh~ HAHA Maka tersebutlah kisah. Kakak aku tok dah nikah bulan Disember taun 2007. Maso yo aku Tingkatan 2. Nak dijadikan cerito, aku nang sik suko ngan bakal abang ipar aku arr eh. Siktauk kenak! Nang siksuko. Nyo orang Sabah. Sebab sebelom yo, aku dah terbiaso nangga akak aku berkawan ngan mbiak Tambirat kawan nyo bah. So, aku sikmaok nangga nyo ngan orang laki lainn. Nang ku bencik eh ngan bakal abang ipar aku yo. Aku terlalu ilak bencik sampey aku madah ngan dirik ku mpun, aku sik akan suko ngan urang Sabah & aku sik akan menjejak kaki kat Sabah. Tingkatan 2, bok jak umo 14 tahun, mungkin juak sik matang. Aku pun sik patut juak nak mempersoalkan pilihan kakak. Sebab nyo tuk kakak tempat aku & adikku salu main dolok bah. Nyo salu beli barang ngan aku. So, aku teraso ilak kehilangan nyo. Dolok, ado sigek maso, kakak mintak izin Mak nak berkawan dengan bakal abang ipar (orang Sabah) tek, aku madah ngan Mak "Sikboh mak, sikboh di izin eyy" Entah kenak aku camyo ilak. Dalam ahli keluarga, aku raso, aku la paling lantang maok melontarkan pendapat dikpun. Kinek dah beransur matang juak, pandey juak dah pikir. Akak aku pun anak nak masok 2 orang dah. Sorang agik dalam perut, bulan 3 kot due. Sorang gik anak laki, nang salu main dengan aku. Jarang maok temu sebab sidak tok ekot abang ipar dekat flat polis Limbang, so kakak pun ekot transfer mengajar kat SK Limbang. Maso sidak balit, nang salu laa nangis teringat dengan anak buah laki aa HUHU.
Nak tauk gik? Akak aku sorang pun tengah sarat mengandong. Due bulan 2 kelak. InsyaAllah moga dipermudahkan kakak berdua maok menimang cahaya mata yang keduak oo. Tok eyy:
Haaa, nak tok paling salu ngagak aku dekat maktab. Sebab nyo Polis dekat IPD Samarahan. Jadi, senang la nak agak aku ari-ari. Tok juak la tempat aku bermanjak, HEHE. Mun keperluan aku sikdo, nyo la orang pertamo yang aku padah, sebab nyo kan dekat jak. Tapi aku kesian juak dah dengan nyo, due pun sik lamak gik, aku tuk belom gik nampak perubahan maok idup sorang-sorang. Sik lamak gik abis cuti, sikkan la akak juak nak ulang alit ambik aku balit dari hostel, anta barang makan aku ari-ari. Aku tok, mun akak sik anta barang makan, nang aku mogok sikmok makan bendo lain. Hmm, camni la nasib aku tok. Nak balit ujong minggu camni? Nak makan camni? Hmmmm~
K kelak aku cito gik k. Tata.
Alhamdulillah kita suma dipertemukan gik dalam post aku nak terbaru tok. Petang tok boring gilak sebab yo maok tulis blog. Cuti ujong taun, nang banyak orang nikah. Sik terkecuali kakak aku juak. Kakak aku bernikah untuk kali yang keduak. Hmm, sebab perkahwinan pertama sik berjaya, maybe jodoh sik panjang kali. Jodoh itu rahsia Allah SWT =)
Bah, lepas yo nak, tinggal la aku ngan kakak aku nak sorang yo gik yang belom nikah. Maok tangga mukonya kaa? Boleh, nyo kat dibah tok:
Dehh, berbalit gik dengan kisah kakak ku nikah tek. Kakak aku nikah 9/Disember/2012 tek. Nyo nikah dengan orang kampung tok juak. Sik la jaoh nak. Tang best jak nikah tangga ku eh! Raso siksaba juak nak nikah HAHA. Cettttt! Kurang asam, ilmu belom penoh di dada maok nikah juak HEHE. Angan-angan dolok bah. Bukan salah pun, ya ndak? Maok nangga sik akak aku tek? Jap aaa, do gamba nyo tuk:
Maso akad nikah, Bapak ado baca tentang "watikah penyerahan" ka oo mun sik silap ku. Sik tauk juak ku namo bendo yo tapi memang ado namo "penyerahan" laa. Dalam Bapak baco tek, Bapak nangis, aku tek, jadi photographer kat tepi yo pun sebak juak nenga Bapak. Kakak-kakak aku nak lain yang kat tepi yo pun samo juak merah-merah mato dah. So, wajar la nak, Bapak nangis, anak-anak pun nangis. Ingat senang ka nak menyerah anak pompuan dengan lelaki yang ngambik aleh tugas nyo lamak-lamak tuk? Tugas nyo mendidik & membesar anak pompuan nyo dari kecik sampe belaki. Maybe kinektuk aku belom meraso gik apo nak diraso oleh Mak & Bapak. Suatu saat kelak, pasti, InsyaAllah, moga dipermudahkan.
Makin besar, makin tauk la kito erti dunio nak. Dolok gik kecik, ni la tauk apo-apo. Maso kakak yang first na nikah, aku belom tauk ilak bah. Darjah 1 (Tahun 2000), kakak aku nak sulong nikah. Time yo aku ingatkan akak aku nak diambik oleh orang, yo la aku tek nangis. Benaaaaa ilak nangis sampe kembang-kembang mato. Dehh, sian nyo HEHE. Ingat juak aku maso yo, Mak nanyak ngan aku, kenak aku nangis. Aku madah, aku ngantok gilak HUHU =( Nak nangga muko kakak sulong aku? Tok eyy:
Haaa, nak tauk gik sigek cito lucu? Tok aku madah ngan kitak orang. Meh aku perkenalkan dolok kakak aku, anak nombor 6 dalam family. Tok eyyy:
Nak tauk gik? Akak aku sorang pun tengah sarat mengandong. Due bulan 2 kelak. InsyaAllah moga dipermudahkan kakak berdua maok menimang cahaya mata yang keduak oo. Tok eyy:
K kelak aku cito gik k. Tata.
Saturday, 14 July 2012
KAKAK SENIOR :)
Assalamualaikum wbt.
Apa khabar semuanya? Harap sihat dan sejahtera! :D
Harini nak tulis entry pasal seorang kakak senior kat IPG tempat aku belajar :)
Aku memang suka mengusik dan main-main dengan kakak ni.
Nama dia Kak Zara. Nak tau tak kenapa aku suka sangat kalau tengok dia?
Sebabnya, muka dia macam sama dengan muka kakakku yang tengah mengajar kat Limbang.
Kakak aku tu pulak jarang nak balik sini sebab suami dia orang Sabah.
Faham-fahamla kan? Aku rindu dia, family rindu dia.
Kalau balik bercuti tu memang ikut turn la.
Kesian kan, tapi apa-apa pun halangannya, darah kami tetap segumpal, lagipun mana la nak hilang bond sisters and brothers tu kan HEHE.
Kakak aku sorang tu la yang paling jauh sekarang. Kakak yang lain bolehla aku jumpa tiap-tiap minggu memandangkan aku balik rumah setiap Jumaat kan.
Kak Zara tu pun memang suka jugak nak mengusik aku, memang aku rindu kakak aku laahhh :/
Sebab tula aku suka usik Kak Zara lebih-lebih, memang mengingatkan aku dekat kakak aku tu.
Sedih pulak *sob sob*
Gurauan dan usikan Kak Zara memang sama macam dia.
:')
Apa khabar semuanya? Harap sihat dan sejahtera! :D
Harini nak tulis entry pasal seorang kakak senior kat IPG tempat aku belajar :)
Aku memang suka mengusik dan main-main dengan kakak ni.
Nama dia Kak Zara. Nak tau tak kenapa aku suka sangat kalau tengok dia?
Sebabnya, muka dia macam sama dengan muka kakakku yang tengah mengajar kat Limbang.
Kakak aku tu pulak jarang nak balik sini sebab suami dia orang Sabah.
Faham-fahamla kan? Aku rindu dia, family rindu dia.
Kalau balik bercuti tu memang ikut turn la.
Kesian kan, tapi apa-apa pun halangannya, darah kami tetap segumpal, lagipun mana la nak hilang bond sisters and brothers tu kan HEHE.
Kakak aku sorang tu la yang paling jauh sekarang. Kakak yang lain bolehla aku jumpa tiap-tiap minggu memandangkan aku balik rumah setiap Jumaat kan.
Kak Zara tu pun memang suka jugak nak mengusik aku, memang aku rindu kakak aku laahhh :/
Sebab tula aku suka usik Kak Zara lebih-lebih, memang mengingatkan aku dekat kakak aku tu.
Sedih pulak *sob sob*
Gurauan dan usikan Kak Zara memang sama macam dia.
:')
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| Ni haaa~ Kakak aku. Anak nombor 6 dalam keluarga Encik Suhaili & Puan Sakiah :D |
Tuesday, 25 October 2011
RECREATIONAL SPORTS CAMPING at ALAPONG, LUNDU
Huhhh ~ its was a pathetic four days three nights camping for me. I had enough and with my miserable time in the camp.
It all started on October 17 and ended on October 20. How I miss my hostel life (first time that I felt like this after all this time when I'm in hostel I just wanted to go home because of homesick)
Ok, first thing first :)
October 17, 2011 - First day of camping. Get up early in the morning just to prepared ourselves and get ready with all of my belongings (so do the other TESLians). With my huge and big luggage, I stepped outside of my hostel room. Waiting for my friend that I called her 'mummy' and she called me 'baby'. But for your information, her luggage was much more bigger than me -.- HAHA.
Then we both went out as early as 6.00 am to get ready in front of the gymnasium waiting for our bus to fetch us all since the leader wanted us to be ready for waiting at 6. It was raining lol~ How great it is to sleep in bed without any interruption :D The bus only came when it is 7.00 am that is mean we have to wait there for one hour. *oh so great, double great. But within that time, as "AJK PERALATAN", I had to take the things out first. The bus already arrived and we need to put the things inside the luggage area of the bus. I only can monitor them since I was the "AJK PERALATAN" *HAHA. When all of the things we need to bring was in the bus, so it is time for us to take a seat in the bus. Of course I was seating with my 'mummy' :)
The journey began with no spirit in my heart :D Along the 'bus journey' I was sleeping. *HAHA sleeping beauty in the bus, SUPER DUPER great. When it is time to get ready for our lunch in Pekan Lundu, I was the first one to scattered around searching for Muslim stall and energize myself. After all, we need energy's right? :D
Arrived at Alapong Camp. Do not know whether I have to smile or sad because I think it was enjoyable to see beach for the first time (I never been to beach, do you believe me? You better do) When we were in there, we have to build our own gadget *INSPECTOR GADGET isn't it? HAHA. Do not have much activity that day because the programme only arranged starting Tuesday :)
I ate fast my dinner and then I go to sleep. What a tiring day ! But have to patrol on 1.00 am till 3.00 am :( But it is okey for me since the most tiring day starts on Tuesday and I am happy :p
October 18, 2011 - Activities (kayaking and orienteering) mood ( afraid of sea and terrified of SUNBURN ) why ( because I'm afraid of the things that I never try and I never been in BLACK before *HAHA ) We were divided into 6 group which is means we have to do the activities separately. Group 1, 2 and 3 (kayaking). Group 4,5 and 6 (orienteering). I am in group 6 so I have to do orienteering first then, in the evening, we all have to go kayaking.
Ok, we need to walked to the jungle in 30 minutes. So tiring and my body aching everywhere. I never been in the jungle before, plus the jungle is at the mountain. *WHOAA, great babe :D It is raining and I wish that we can go for kayaking in the cloudy rainy day because I will never get sunburn to be worried of :) Walking in the jungle with a loving couple in our team makes me feel annoyed *because I do not have any lover to be rely on :) (pathetic girl) But it is okey because they all cooperating with me.
It is almost afternoon and we need to rushing to go for our lunch. After lunch, we all have to go for kayaking. And guess what? That afternoon+evening was sunny HOT day. HUHH~ I never in my good luck when it comes to whether. Water confident -.- floating myself, feel great for a moment. Then kayaking :) feel dizzy from starts till the end. It is good enough to feel dizzy than vomitted in the sea *yucksss.
Yupp, second day was successful :)
October 19, 2011 - Activity (abseiling) Mood (frighten) Why (I do not want to die early) The day of becoming a 'BRUISES GIRL'. What a day I had :( bruises all over my leg and I have all over body pain :'( double trouble great. I do not want to talk about this activity because after I finished my abseiling, I am crying :'( My mummy said it was okey but I know it is not ! I cried at her shoulder and then my friends wipe my tears :') Good enough.
October 20, 2011 - The miserable day already finished :) But have to undergo one more activity that is OBSTACLE RUN. It is good to play with dirt because I never experience it in my childhood (mother and father really take good care of me) :) I do not know that it was much more fun and I want to play dirt some more :D
We finished and packed things about 12 noon and we went back to IPTAR at 1.00 pm :)
CONCLUSION - SUCCESSFULLY DONE WITH CERTIFICATE OF BRUISES :D
It all started on October 17 and ended on October 20. How I miss my hostel life (first time that I felt like this after all this time when I'm in hostel I just wanted to go home because of homesick)
Ok, first thing first :)
October 17, 2011 - First day of camping. Get up early in the morning just to prepared ourselves and get ready with all of my belongings (so do the other TESLians). With my huge and big luggage, I stepped outside of my hostel room. Waiting for my friend that I called her 'mummy' and she called me 'baby'. But for your information, her luggage was much more bigger than me -.- HAHA.
Then we both went out as early as 6.00 am to get ready in front of the gymnasium waiting for our bus to fetch us all since the leader wanted us to be ready for waiting at 6. It was raining lol~ How great it is to sleep in bed without any interruption :D The bus only came when it is 7.00 am that is mean we have to wait there for one hour. *oh so great, double great. But within that time, as "AJK PERALATAN", I had to take the things out first. The bus already arrived and we need to put the things inside the luggage area of the bus. I only can monitor them since I was the "AJK PERALATAN" *HAHA. When all of the things we need to bring was in the bus, so it is time for us to take a seat in the bus. Of course I was seating with my 'mummy' :)
The journey began with no spirit in my heart :D Along the 'bus journey' I was sleeping. *HAHA sleeping beauty in the bus, SUPER DUPER great. When it is time to get ready for our lunch in Pekan Lundu, I was the first one to scattered around searching for Muslim stall and energize myself. After all, we need energy's right? :D
Arrived at Alapong Camp. Do not know whether I have to smile or sad because I think it was enjoyable to see beach for the first time (I never been to beach, do you believe me? You better do) When we were in there, we have to build our own gadget *INSPECTOR GADGET isn't it? HAHA. Do not have much activity that day because the programme only arranged starting Tuesday :)
I ate fast my dinner and then I go to sleep. What a tiring day ! But have to patrol on 1.00 am till 3.00 am :( But it is okey for me since the most tiring day starts on Tuesday and I am happy :p
October 18, 2011 - Activities (kayaking and orienteering) mood ( afraid of sea and terrified of SUNBURN ) why ( because I'm afraid of the things that I never try and I never been in BLACK before *HAHA ) We were divided into 6 group which is means we have to do the activities separately. Group 1, 2 and 3 (kayaking). Group 4,5 and 6 (orienteering). I am in group 6 so I have to do orienteering first then, in the evening, we all have to go kayaking.
Ok, we need to walked to the jungle in 30 minutes. So tiring and my body aching everywhere. I never been in the jungle before, plus the jungle is at the mountain. *WHOAA, great babe :D It is raining and I wish that we can go for kayaking in the cloudy rainy day because I will never get sunburn to be worried of :) Walking in the jungle with a loving couple in our team makes me feel annoyed *because I do not have any lover to be rely on :) (pathetic girl) But it is okey because they all cooperating with me.
It is almost afternoon and we need to rushing to go for our lunch. After lunch, we all have to go for kayaking. And guess what? That afternoon+evening was sunny HOT day. HUHH~ I never in my good luck when it comes to whether. Water confident -.- floating myself, feel great for a moment. Then kayaking :) feel dizzy from starts till the end. It is good enough to feel dizzy than vomitted in the sea *yucksss.
Yupp, second day was successful :)
October 19, 2011 - Activity (abseiling) Mood (frighten) Why (I do not want to die early) The day of becoming a 'BRUISES GIRL'. What a day I had :( bruises all over my leg and I have all over body pain :'( double trouble great. I do not want to talk about this activity because after I finished my abseiling, I am crying :'( My mummy said it was okey but I know it is not ! I cried at her shoulder and then my friends wipe my tears :') Good enough.
October 20, 2011 - The miserable day already finished :) But have to undergo one more activity that is OBSTACLE RUN. It is good to play with dirt because I never experience it in my childhood (mother and father really take good care of me) :) I do not know that it was much more fun and I want to play dirt some more :D
We finished and packed things about 12 noon and we went back to IPTAR at 1.00 pm :)
CONCLUSION - SUCCESSFULLY DONE WITH CERTIFICATE OF BRUISES :D
Wednesday, 7 September 2011
I MISS MY FAMILY ON EID.
On 26th of August 2011, my teacher college were on semester break but just for a week because of our Muslim celebration that is Eid Mubarak. It is the day when the Muslim finishing their fasting month and it is like the winning day of all the Muslim's. We celebrated Eid on 30th of August 2011. I want to share something that my family and I like to do on Eid and our preparation before Eid. Before Eid, my sister and brothers were going back to our hometown to celebrate Eid with us at the village. My village is somewhere at Sarawak. Some of them were really excited to go home and packing their belongings earlier than we expected. I also never been excited as this year Eid because I think I have grown enough to understand their happiness on Eid. During the last five nights of the fasting month, we lighted lamps or "pelita" in front of our house or even some of them lighted it around their house. It is very lovely and wonderful to see. We all share the same feelings and enjoy to see the lights. When it comes to the nights before Eid, my mother cook some glutinuous rice or even said as "pulut" or in Sarawak we called it by the name of "kelupis". In our family, it is the must have food during the Eid.
It is the day of Eid on 30th of August 2011. In the morning of the first Eid day, our family will perform a prayer in the mosque. Then after prayer, we gather in our family house and begin to seek forgiveness with our parents and other siblings that older than us. We kiss their forehead, cheek, shoulder and knee as a symbol of respects the older. Then, my eldest siblings will give us the money or "angpau". I am the second youngest of nine siblings and I surely got a lots of money. That is what I love to do on Eid. Although I am 17 years, 10 month and 3days old on 08/September/2011, this year but I am still being given the money on Eid. Then my brother said to me "After you had finished your teacher education, you will never get any money from me" but I know he was joking. :D
On the Eid day also we will visited our relatives house or our friends or even our neighbours house. This is one of the thing that make our community relationships grow even stronger and wider. I really had a blast with my family because I really miss them so much. I wonder if they know that I love them sooooooo much. We were cooperative towards each other and really know our responsibility. My brothers and sisters are my soulmate forever. My parent are my heart and soul from the day that I was born in this world. "Look parent, brothers and sisters, this is your little princess. I am now grown up to be a lady but many people told that I am a childish person." "Look family, look, I am now in my way to be a teacher. I had finished my primary and secondary school and now is currently in teacher trainee" "Look family, this is the person that you all have kissed for the rest of your life".
Time passes and I really hate it when it pass. I still want to gather with my family. I still want them to be with me. I need them. I really cannot live without them. I cannot stand on my own. It is sad to know that I live by myself in the hostel. I hate hostel. I hate this place. I do not have any 'love' for this place. I think I have to drag my feet out of this place.
MUMMY and DADDY : THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, FOREVER I LOVE YOU.
BROTHERS and SISTERS : OUR BLOOD IS A ETERNITY RELATION.
It is the day of Eid on 30th of August 2011. In the morning of the first Eid day, our family will perform a prayer in the mosque. Then after prayer, we gather in our family house and begin to seek forgiveness with our parents and other siblings that older than us. We kiss their forehead, cheek, shoulder and knee as a symbol of respects the older. Then, my eldest siblings will give us the money or "angpau". I am the second youngest of nine siblings and I surely got a lots of money. That is what I love to do on Eid. Although I am 17 years, 10 month and 3days old on 08/September/2011, this year but I am still being given the money on Eid. Then my brother said to me "After you had finished your teacher education, you will never get any money from me" but I know he was joking. :D
On the Eid day also we will visited our relatives house or our friends or even our neighbours house. This is one of the thing that make our community relationships grow even stronger and wider. I really had a blast with my family because I really miss them so much. I wonder if they know that I love them sooooooo much. We were cooperative towards each other and really know our responsibility. My brothers and sisters are my soulmate forever. My parent are my heart and soul from the day that I was born in this world. "Look parent, brothers and sisters, this is your little princess. I am now grown up to be a lady but many people told that I am a childish person." "Look family, look, I am now in my way to be a teacher. I had finished my primary and secondary school and now is currently in teacher trainee" "Look family, this is the person that you all have kissed for the rest of your life".
Time passes and I really hate it when it pass. I still want to gather with my family. I still want them to be with me. I need them. I really cannot live without them. I cannot stand on my own. It is sad to know that I live by myself in the hostel. I hate hostel. I hate this place. I do not have any 'love' for this place. I think I have to drag my feet out of this place.
MUMMY and DADDY : THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, FOREVER I LOVE YOU.
BROTHERS and SISTERS : OUR BLOOD IS A ETERNITY RELATION.
Tuesday, 23 August 2011
HOMESICK
Long time no see you guys. Sorry, I had been busy since I walked into this IPTAR. The one that I really desire of. Since I walked into the entrance of IPGKTAR, sincerely I felt empty. I do not know whether the decision that I have made is something that I wanted or being forced by someone. But, deep in my heart, I know that everything; that every decision that I have made is something that I do for my PARENT and FAMILY. Because they had been there for me since I was born into this world. It was so hard to manage myself when suddenly I went to this mysterious place. A land of mystery. I hardly believe that I am here with my own feet, without my MUM, DAD, SISTERS and BROTHERS. :'(
Mummy, I LOVE YOU ~ Daddy, I LOVE YOU ~ BROTHERS and SISTERS, I LOVE YOU. Thank you for being concern towards me (of course). I will repay your kindness to me. You all raise me until I be what I am today. The TEACHER TRAINEE. The ambition and dream that you all want me to be.
But I am still thinking about one thing. It bothers me everytime. I frequently asked myself. Am I still your PRINCESS? The little one that you all kiss and hug all the time. That why I am so spoil. Because I have been pampered too much. EXCESSIVE PAMPERED. :) Hmmmm~ how can I live alone? That is why I am very passive in this surrounding. I do not talk much like usually I do. I do not laugh out loud like I loved to burst. I do not smile and happy like I usually do. It hurts me. Sometimes, oh not sometimes but entire time I am here, I wished that time will passed quickly. And I am counting days till it FRIDAY! The night before friday was usually the happiest time and moment for me because the I can go home exactly on time (noon). Now it is tuesday and many days to go. Sigh~~ I hope time pass quickly and know my heart well.
My sister, the 3rd one, she always pay me a visit (almost everyday) but I am still crying. No matter what, it always a time to cry. Pity me! :'(
This is the one that I had mentioned above. My 3rd sisters out of 5 of them. Include me, there are 6 POWERPUFF GIRLS in my family. Big family right? But I am really happy for what I had before, today and future. I have 3 brothers and 1 one them is the youngest. Oh forgot to tell you guys, I am the second youngest in my family. Being the second last and the last daughter is the best thing to be. I got what I want. I pampered and spoil. :) I cry, I laugh, I share happiness, I am who I want to be. I really thank to Allah for what I had. The family that Allah blessed to me. The harmonious that I had with my family. Their warmth are the best ever, I bet it never be replaced by other. Father and Mother, these are your 3 HERO and 6 HEROIN. The one that share their happiness, cry with you and make new family value with you. Seriously I LOVE YOU all.
Count your blessing if you still have them in your life. Say that you are bless with in this world because many are still suffering out there without someone to share and tell a story, no one want to be your family unless your own family and your in-law family :)
I hope that I will be a better person. Better and the best. I will not compete between siblings but I will try to catch up with them and learn new things about life with them. Learn a new value of family in this world to the eternity world hereafter.
Mummy, I LOVE YOU ~ Daddy, I LOVE YOU ~ BROTHERS and SISTERS, I LOVE YOU. Thank you for being concern towards me (of course). I will repay your kindness to me. You all raise me until I be what I am today. The TEACHER TRAINEE. The ambition and dream that you all want me to be.
But I am still thinking about one thing. It bothers me everytime. I frequently asked myself. Am I still your PRINCESS? The little one that you all kiss and hug all the time. That why I am so spoil. Because I have been pampered too much. EXCESSIVE PAMPERED. :) Hmmmm~ how can I live alone? That is why I am very passive in this surrounding. I do not talk much like usually I do. I do not laugh out loud like I loved to burst. I do not smile and happy like I usually do. It hurts me. Sometimes, oh not sometimes but entire time I am here, I wished that time will passed quickly. And I am counting days till it FRIDAY! The night before friday was usually the happiest time and moment for me because the I can go home exactly on time (noon). Now it is tuesday and many days to go. Sigh~~ I hope time pass quickly and know my heart well.
My sister, the 3rd one, she always pay me a visit (almost everyday) but I am still crying. No matter what, it always a time to cry. Pity me! :'(
This is the one that I had mentioned above. My 3rd sisters out of 5 of them. Include me, there are 6 POWERPUFF GIRLS in my family. Big family right? But I am really happy for what I had before, today and future. I have 3 brothers and 1 one them is the youngest. Oh forgot to tell you guys, I am the second youngest in my family. Being the second last and the last daughter is the best thing to be. I got what I want. I pampered and spoil. :) I cry, I laugh, I share happiness, I am who I want to be. I really thank to Allah for what I had. The family that Allah blessed to me. The harmonious that I had with my family. Their warmth are the best ever, I bet it never be replaced by other. Father and Mother, these are your 3 HERO and 6 HEROIN. The one that share their happiness, cry with you and make new family value with you. Seriously I LOVE YOU all.
Count your blessing if you still have them in your life. Say that you are bless with in this world because many are still suffering out there without someone to share and tell a story, no one want to be your family unless your own family and your in-law family :)
I hope that I will be a better person. Better and the best. I will not compete between siblings but I will try to catch up with them and learn new things about life with them. Learn a new value of family in this world to the eternity world hereafter.
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